I have no interest in promoting my page or letting anyone I know, know that I have it. Just using this as a platform to say things I don’t usually (cough cough *never* cough cough) bring up in conversation.

It’s been an unbearable year. Being 22 and not having life figured out is a harsh and bitter taste in your mouth that doesn’t go away. Oh, well maybe at some 2ams where you come across a motivational video on YouTube about career prospects or fitness and suddenly your ‘potential future’ flashes before your eyes. You find yourself smacking your thigh really hard with a manic grin on your face, adrenaline running through your veins as if you’ve had an epiphany that will levitate you from bed at 6am in the morning chasing after all those things. Morning comes and eventually turns into 12,1,2pm and you just roll over and tell yourself ‘I’ll sign up to the gym tomorrow’ or whatever it is.

I said a whole lot of “you”s in that speech but I meant me 🙂 You probably got that though..

Well I’m now 23. Still no clue and have now had a baby with a psychopath for a father. Don’t even have the privilege to have those fake 2am epiphanies anymore because I’m most likely up doing baby related things. And I love my son so dearly. He really is the apple of my eye. Quite literally just one eye.. He shoved his whole index into my left one last night and I’m pretty sure I’ll be monocular for a few weeks lol.

I’m not much of a sharer but it sure did feel good to put my little 2p in here. To whoever ends up reading this, much much love. This would be it for now. Peace.